first kiss too!!
new blog posts will be made here
haha this is gonna be so confusing for the new people
but anyway
yesterday I turned 14
it was kinda boring tbh
but holy s*** my birthday PARTY was crazy
it was on the 19th (Saturday) and in the end 12 people ended up coming (i kept it medium sized on purpose)
and oh my god it was so fun
so everyone came at 4 except my bf who came earlier (and yes my parents have banned me from dating)
and like the first 30 minutes it was just a ton of people crammed into my rather small room
but then we all went outside to the park nearby
and our group ended up splitting up into two groups by accident
in the other group were just like seven girls and in my group it was me and two girls and three guys
so we were like behind cus we were walking slower
and we saw two brown teenage boys messing around with a Walmart cart in the park parking lot
so my bf went up to them and was like yo can we try that
uh then what happened was
one of the guys had a bottle of shaving cream so he "creamed" (haha funny!!) on one of the guys in my group (guy who gave me the very first hoodie, ex crush now close friend)
then he also had a box of cond*ms so he like threw two at us? for some reason?
and then everyone in my group threw them at me and my bf and made jokes and stuff
and then we got kinda weirded out cus like that's weird
so we started running away but the guys were rlly fast so they like caught up
and then they started following us and then like we were just messing around and stuff
then we got rlly creeped out cus they kept doing weird s*** so we decided to call the other group and tell them to meet us at my house again and we ran away
by the time we got home and met w the other group it was like 6:30 and the sun had set so it was dark
so then we went inside and had cake (it was a dq blizzard cake - cookie dough) and pizza and stuff
then by the time we finished eating it was like 7:30 or something so we went to the third floor and everyone was just chilling for a bit
then like everyone except 4 people ended up leaving at 8:30 or whatever so we went back to my room on the 2nd floor
and then that's where it got even more like insane lol
so the people that were left were me, a girl, and the three guys
we were just chilling and like I was cuddling w my bf and everything and then he like leaned over and kissed me? and I didn't even see it coming cus I wasn't paying attention and it lasted like 2 seconds but it was very nice and also my first real kiss so yeah!!!
then another guy and the other girl were like "dared" to like cuddle and send a picture to another guy that was obsessed w the girl at one point
and that happened
and they ended up kissing as a dare too but it was short and didn't mean anything bc they like were hardly even friends before
so yes two kisses two brown boys two condoms and 220 dollars!!!
very very fun party
and very insane
that was just a highlight pretty much ^

anyway after that
I got into trouble w my parents cus my behavior was bad and some other things but that was a long boring story so yeah
I got my airpods and phone taken but I got my phone back but idek when imma get my airpods back cus my mom took them to the bank vault and put them there lmao

then on my actual birthday which was yesterday (2/22/22 very cool)
I did like nothing special
it was an L day tbh
I got detention for 3 days, failed three quizzes, cried, and got yelled at
I tried sushi for the first time yday when we went out to get dinner (my mom insisted)
wayyy overrated
I didn't even finish it
I got the California rolls cus I cannot stomach the thought of eating raw fish + I hate seafood
and I didn't want cake so I didn't get any
I'm so so sick of junk food rn I've been eating so much recently
gained weight too and now I hate myself plus my skin got worse cus of all the sugar and oily food and stuff so not very good

also today
on the morning bus that I ride w my bf
I was lying in his lap and we were messing around and stuff and the bus driver STOPPED THE BUS and came to us
and said that this "wasn't the love boat" and said that if he saw us sitting next to each other again that he'd call our parents LMFAOOOO
bro was def salty that he got dumped or something

and that's all that I can remember that was significant
but yes
my birthday was fun
I should get a job now cus I literally have nothing to do after school every day
anyway that's it

comments are appreciated
I will try to make another post soon
bye

despite everything, still corn