As I've started junior year of high school I've realized that sophomore me was full of sh*t. I'm going to have a lot more time now to do what I wanted to do than before. I think it's more so that with the added time, it's been harder and harder to figure out what I truly want to do, and figure out when and how to do those things.

I still hate the other blog, and I kind of hate this one for some of the posts I made and subsequently deleted. I really don't like looking in either and I just want to forget it really happened.

Not a great blog.

I'm not sure where I'd like to take this blog this year. Perhaps it will be dead, as with the other one, or perhaps I'll spend some time thinking about things and actually writing things down. I opened a Substack account and subsequently a blog. I'm not sure what I want to do with that yet - it's just an open door for me at the moment so then if I choose to do it later that I have less resistance.

I suppose I'd like to have a place to put my thoughts down. Writing seems to be good, or something. Or wrong.

SPARC has changed a few of my perspectives on how I view things like these.

This blog will have ... my attempts at conveying the jumble of thoughts I have sometimes. Hopefully. And hopefully the post frequency won't be two posts per year, as I've made this one.

Welcome.