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I was fine for 1 whole year, and now again the bad days are here. I am having recurrent episodes of pancreatic pain as it used to happen 1 year back. I don't know man, every day I wake up the only thing I have in my head is that am I going to be fine today? Am I going to have to be admitted in hospital again? I just can't express how severe this pain feels like. The 1 year I was fully fine now feels like a heavenly time that I had spent. I just don't want to die so soon. T__T

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I AM GOING TO HAVE AN OPERATION TOMORROW (23-07-2023) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

SMH, I went to consult with the doctor, and they told that I must perform an operation immediately and remove the gall bladder. Otherwise, the distorted sludge (or tiny calcified stones) might enter the common bile duct and not only infect the liver and gall bladder, but as I already have pancreatitis, it will severely effect the pancreas and cause infection it it too... AAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! I am seriously tensed IDK why, mainly cuz of the sharygin finals. I am not even sure if I'll be able to give it. :sob: If this stretcher emoji is not removed, understand that something went wrong.

OK! Gallbladder operation done. And what.... Apparently, the pain I had in the pancreas location might have been due to the gall bladder and not due to the pancreas bruhhh....

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