So... I have a bit of a confession to make.
Me and Nattie actually DO like each other. It’s just that we want to remain as best friends until we learn more about each other. But being secretive doesn’t help anyone, does it? You’re probably wondering that it was always us 2 talking to each other and contributing to each other's blogs. Then why was there such a long break between you two???

To be honest, at first I didn’t think all that much for my best friend. I used to think “What a wonderful young girl! She’s a good friend! So nice!” We met on the Violinists forum. Both of us have been playing for a long time. It was quite hard to notice her at first. I talked to her a couple of times, but neither of us had even a SHRED of an idea of how we’d feel for each other soon afterwards… Sometimes, if you try hard to find love elsewhere, you’ll find it right beside you all along. Trust me, the other girls online are great. I have a HARD time falling for other girls, and honestly, I have never really tried. So I really had no idea about Nattie… I decided to befriend her, but not as a special friend yet. That was to come soon...

After joining CHB and learning about her was when I found out that she’d really be a great friend. Since then, me and Nattie were really close friends on this forum. She helped guide me during my first month on CHB, and I helped her during the brief flamewar with WWoHP.
I think the real transition from ok friend to full-blown liking and love was when I learned that she does fencing, golfing, AND violin. Like, can ya believe how talented she is? Plus, she was the first user to actually connect with me and understand me on a deeper level. The way she spoke and typed and communicated all suggested a woman who could do so much: multitalented, kind, and freakishly smart. Who wouldn’t be smitten with her?

I was quite scared to admit it at first. I was quite torn. At first, I knew that simply calling her my “best friend” wasn’t really enough. I was (and still am) in love with her, and there was no way around it. There just HAD to be another way…

Then I saw “the light” if you will. One day, she stopped talking to me. She cut off all contact with me. I was so shocked and so… confused and sad that my health deteriorated really quickly. I got really sick. I never told my parents why exactly. All I told them repeatedly was that I had an upset stomach from eating something bad, and that my asthma must be acting up, because that’s what it felt like. But No. It was because I couldn’t sleep for 2 whole nights wondering, “What the heck does she think of me now?” I had trouble breathing not because of an asthma attack, but because I thought that I unintentionally hurt her emotionally; that I betrayed her, and I didn’t even know about it! It was then when I realized that I needed to do something fast about it. You see… in order to prevent people from finding out my identity, I lied to people that I had a girlfriend, mainly by command from parents to protect my identity, especially since all of ye know part of my first name (Sag). So eventually I made a VERY LENGTHY confession, and I found out eventually that Nattie liked me as well. However, we chose to remain as best friends for the moment since we still barely knew each other and would have to wait a bit before we can love each other as a happy couple. But that’s the whole nine yards. That’s the whole story of how we feel about each other. And I really wouldn’t have it any other way… I can’t wait to see what the future holds in store for me and my wonderful Nattie

So what happens next? Well… Only God knows…

Ah choo!

Oh hi, nattie! I am so happy for both of you!