life is hell

by ericwzzhang, Jul 3, 2024, 12:22 AM

im in pain
ystd i woke up from a dream and took a deep breath and realized that deep breaths made my chest hurt
and then throughout the whole day i had almost constant chest pain
now its constant and actually pissing me off
just inhaling normally hurts and makes it feel really tight so im breathing hella shallow
top it off with my usual shortness of breath
and im out here getting hella winded from walking for like 30 seconds
the pain has spread to my left shoulder and if more centered in the left side of my chest
saw my pulminologist (lung specialist) today for a follow up
i forgot what we concluded but i kinda just gotta deal w it
i took some ibuprofen hopefully that helps
i also did a bunch of lung tests that involve deep inhaling and exhaling so that was extremely fun
i got boba but that made me nauseous
man i know i make stupid health posts way too often now but this sht is not fun like
im being fr rn yall do not know what i would give to live a normal life
its not even that bad considering all the bad things that can happen to a human's health but man imma be honest i get so jealous seeing people running around playing soccer n all that dude

not tryin to get yalls pity or wtv dont pity me just sayin that no matter how boring and average your life seems someone is out there wishing they could live a life like yours
yeah i say this stuff all the time now but idc
thanks for reading i love yall sm

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hey eric, im really sorry you're going through all this. it's incredibly tough, and I say this because i've experienced it too. When I got pneumonia, I had to be rushed to the ER and stayed in the hospital for a long time. every day was painful, and I couldn't even get out of bed. But even in these desperate times, it's vital to keep going, to keep pushing through all the pain. Your strength is admirable, and the fact that I could go make it through that when I was 4 means you can definitely do this. We all believe in you, Eric. Remember, if you need anyone to talk to or anything, just know that we're here. :)

by dbnl, Jul 3, 2024, 1:59 AM

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BUT THANKS SM DBNL :D I rly appreciate it

by ericwzzhang, Jul 3, 2024, 1:05 PM

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yea np :)

by dbnl, Jul 3, 2024, 2:58 PM

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oops

by dbnl, Jul 3, 2024, 3:09 PM

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bri that sucks eric
praying that u get better

by addyc, Jul 3, 2024, 9:29 PM

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thx pooks

by ericwzzhang, Jul 3, 2024, 9:49 PM

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