holy poverty stricken bro
pe teacher potentially fired for uhhh
uhh take a guess
lets just say drake allegations
at least that's what I've heard idk if its true or not
so far we've lost my old English teacher which I made a post about a while ago, one of the elective teachers for wanting a kid to take a photo for the yearbook, my chill Chinese math teacher who had to go back to china bc family sick or something, and now this
I forgot to make a post about this but my band attended a cmea festival weeks ago
California music educators association I think they host this thing where you go in and you play some stuff and you get graded by judges to try to get good score
we were going for a superior but we only got an excellent pmo
interesting experience though
we're doing a similar competition thing during the band LA trip
so I hope we do good then

another cool thing is we doing senior assassins but we 8th graders
it looks fun
honestly its cool being part of smth
I barely go out besides school so that might be hella annoying to my assassins
there's two games going on at once one is duos with a whole bunch of people including women (scary) and the other is like 14 guys teams of 2
they start at the same time so idk which one to join
the big one has a money prize but I think u need to pay to enter but I'm not sure
my bro tryna convince me to do the small one but I'm not sure if they're gonna do another big one after this big one
soo idrk give me ur insight on this

I have a raging headache rahhhh thanks for reading bye

thank you joshy and maddie lee for nominating me
unfortunately i cant actually do the ice bucket since i was busy with a meeting about band socal trip and tomorrow right after school i have to go to the hospital to do some tests and get an ivig infusion
also i dont rly have anyone to film it for me lol

idk who to nominate cause i feel like a lot of people have already been nominated
ok i'll nominate addyc, chlo, turtle09, and ilvyu2
24 hours

how have i lived 14 years without knowing this
i did not think that innocent song would be about smth like this
'"Ring Around the Rosie:
This refers to the red, circular rash that appeared on the skin of those infected with the plague.
Pocketful of Posies:
The fragrant herbs carried in pockets were believed to ward off the plague, as people at the time thought it was spread through "bad air" or miasma.
Ashes, Ashes:
Some interpret this as a reference to the practice of burning bodies to prevent the spread of disease. Others suggest it could be a corruption of "a-tishoo!", referring to the sneezing associated with the plague.
We All Fall Down:
This final line is a somber reference to the high mortality rate of the plague."
thats dark bro

guess where im going for spring break
nowhere yay
being away from my house for over a day is bad for my lungs yayyy I love my life so much isn't this awesome oh look school trip to dc I cant go oh you're going to japan nice if only I could do that oh cool you're going to a beautiful foreign country have fun oh ur going to a remote island and gonna have the time of your life wow that's awesome have fun
at least I get to sleep fml
please someone invent something that can fix me cause I am so done
this life is so depressing man I'm barely keeping myself sane

I mean honestly its not that bad I can see I can hear I can talk I can walk (cant run though), I tell people to enjoy what they have yet I struggle to do so in my own situation
I possess so many and so much, but even if I had the world in my hands it would never be enough. If I was confucius id seek to be wiser, at the top of the world id still look up higher, for I am still a human, cursed with insatiable desire

whatever maybe things will turn out alright
but the hope I've held onto this past year has consistently left me disappointed and in a worse situation than before

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i got a new saxophone mouthpiece
and if you don't know mouthpiece is super duper important and I have a cheap sax off from amazon so the mouthpiece is cheeks
but now I'm playing SO MUCH BETTER and I can play a lot quieter while still making sound and my tone is so much better
and also my old mouthpiece was really long (longer instrument=flatter pitch, shorter instrument=sharper pitch) and I was ALWAYS FLAT, always told to push the mouthpiece in (that's how you adjuct pitch on a sax) but since the mouthpiece was super long I physically couldn't push it in anymore so I was singlehandedly bringing the whole band down in terms of in tune ness
but now I can actually be in tone

also today I had a online doctor appointment and I never actually got told how the bronchoscopy was apparently they saw that instead of there being scarring and scar tissue like they saw last time, there was less of that and my airways were kinda floppy (the medical term is malacia) idk I kinda forgot the other stuff she said but overall it was alright my lungs just looked different I think
aight thats all cya thanks for reading

such an utteration of this word urks me to the core. discontent spreads throughout my body and soul when my ears are put through the torture of recieving this disgraceful string of syllables.
also it sounds like smth else .

Harker math invitational

Indiv honestly wasnt that bad even tho i realized i failed a couple after. I ended up getting 4th fot 7th grade in indiv. Way higher than expected lol

I SWEAR TEAM FELT SO EZ BUT WE ENDED UP GETTING LIKE, 4/15

There was this thing called guts round which was like 3 questions a group and we abcolutely sold 3 right in first 6 questions :skull: