kind of bad news abt crush
by ericwzzhang, Aug 12, 2024, 1:12 AM
i was debating wether i should post this or not
so uh basically
apparently peyton is dating someone now
she went on a date with this guy
I kind of know him he's pretty cool
I'm not sure how accurate this info is but
I'm not that affected by it tbh
like truthfully
idk why idrc but it is some weight off my chest not worrying about women
I wont even see her for the next like 3 months though so I'll probably get over her
so uh don't comfort me
shesjust a girl after all and I kinda knew I didn't gave a chance
and its good that I can focus more on my health
speaking of health I honestly don't know what I'm going to do with my life anymore
is it even worth trying to be successful and get into good schools and all that cause I don't know anymore
I don't know how schooling is gonna be like in the future either cause my condition is probably gonna worsen
part of me wants to make the most of my life while I can
another part of me has just given up
and some other part of me wants to believe god can save me
but idk once you realize how short life is everything kinda shifts
thanks for reading lol
so uh basically
apparently peyton is dating someone now
she went on a date with this guy
I kind of know him he's pretty cool
I'm not sure how accurate this info is but
I'm not that affected by it tbh
like truthfully
idk why idrc but it is some weight off my chest not worrying about women
I wont even see her for the next like 3 months though so I'll probably get over her
so uh don't comfort me
shesjust a girl after all and I kinda knew I didn't gave a chance
and its good that I can focus more on my health
speaking of health I honestly don't know what I'm going to do with my life anymore
is it even worth trying to be successful and get into good schools and all that cause I don't know anymore
I don't know how schooling is gonna be like in the future either cause my condition is probably gonna worsen
part of me wants to make the most of my life while I can
another part of me has just given up
and some other part of me wants to believe god can save me
but idk once you realize how short life is everything kinda shifts
thanks for reading lol
This post has been edited 1 time. Last edited by ericwzzhang, Aug 12, 2024, 2:28 AM