kind of bad news abt crush

by ericwzzhang, Aug 12, 2024, 1:12 AM

i was debating wether i should post this or not
so uh basically
apparently peyton is dating someone now
she went on a date with this guy
I kind of know him he's pretty cool
I'm not sure how accurate this info is but
I'm not that affected by it tbh
like truthfully
idk why idrc but it is some weight off my chest not worrying about women
I wont even see her for the next like 3 months though so I'll probably get over her
so uh don't comfort me
shesjust a girl after all and I kinda knew I didn't gave a chance
and its good that I can focus more on my health

speaking of health I honestly don't know what I'm going to do with my life anymore
is it even worth trying to be successful and get into good schools and all that cause I don't know anymore
I don't know how schooling is gonna be like in the future either cause my condition is probably gonna worsen
part of me wants to make the most of my life while I can
another part of me has just given up
and some other part of me wants to believe god can save me
but idk once you realize how short life is everything kinda shifts
thanks for reading lol
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dont give up giving up is bad
keep going bro you've already been so strng
im really sorry abt peyton

by Beast_Academic_Emma, Aug 12, 2024, 1:21 AM

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Currently I don't have a crush, and it actually feels so much better to be free like that, to not worry about who my crush is talking to and will he my deskmate in science class, etc
Cuz I used to have a huge crush on this short kid, and I used to get jealous easily and stuff, I'm glad I'm not like that anymore
So good job for getting that weight off ur chest. I pray for you to get better so you can get back to school and focus on more important stuff

by ChaitraliKA, Aug 12, 2024, 1:30 AM

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hey eric it's been a while

I'm sorry this has happened to you, and while I wouldn't know how it feels I know a friend who went through this -- he had a crush on a girl and started falling hard for her just as she started dating a guy... it took him about a month over it and that was only because of spring break so he didn't see her for a week. oh yeah funny thing that girl thought that he liked me ??? so that's how I found out he liked her instead lmao (partially)
but anyways, he was really bummed about this and he also felt suicidal, wishing he had the balls to tell her earlier, delulu moments, etc. and just beating himself up alot but eventually he got over it with the support of me and another friend

it's all good to vent and we'll be here for you, you'll get past this little down in your life eventually and just keep looking forward for the future! I'm sure you'll find a great partner one day adn you have a bright future ahead of you, so don't just let one thing bring you down!

Once again, sorry about Peyton. Eventually you'll probably get past her and just remember to stay strong and keep going in life! And also it's good to start focusing on yourself and trying to heal and get yourself together ykwin

yeah
sorry for the yap
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by duskstream, Aug 12, 2024, 1:44 AM

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yooo duskyyybro
ay dont be sorry yall its ok
@emma i'll try lol
if i make it through this sh my mental strength is gonna be crazy bro
@chaitraliKA thx dude i appreciate the prayers

i need to lock in

by ericwzzhang, Aug 12, 2024, 2:09 AM

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Relatable
Good rhat u moved on quickly tho I was depressed so ur in a better spot than I was

by SapphireDolphin9, Aug 12, 2024, 3:25 AM

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ye this is hella good motivation to get my sht together

by ericwzzhang, Aug 12, 2024, 3:36 AM

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yo I hated it when I found out my crush stopped liking me (at least she was nice about it) but yeah it helped me get over her wayyy faster legit I also went "wtv she's js a girl" and it legit felt freeing bro like I didn't hafta constantly be worrying about if she still liked me or not

I don't believe in a God but I know for a lot of people believing in something in a religion actually gives them a lot of strength to recover so just keep holding strong in your beliefs and just take it day by day and it'll pass
hope you get better soon bro

by pupitrethebean, Aug 12, 2024, 7:24 AM

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dont give up bruh giving up bad just like generation retro bad

by dbnl, Aug 12, 2024, 2:22 PM

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@pupitre yeah
thanks for respecting my beliefs
for me it does help having something to believe in

@dbnl bro I'm locked in rn I ain't giving up yet

by ericwzzhang, Aug 12, 2024, 3:32 PM

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bye she doesn't deserve you eric

by CC_chloe, Aug 12, 2024, 3:46 PM

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its kind of the other way around but self affirmation slay

by ericwzzhang, Aug 12, 2024, 4:16 PM

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homnestly i think thats kinda good cuz any kinda of obsession is bad...
also ik how cliche this sounds but like u have one life so just because its tough doesnt mean u should give up

by DU4532, Aug 12, 2024, 9:20 PM

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eric no matter what happens ill always love u

by addyc, Aug 16, 2024, 7:04 PM

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@DU based
i wont give up :moai:

@ddy aww thanks lyt pooks

by ericwzzhang, Aug 16, 2024, 7:37 PM

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worst case scenario i will ship over a temu gf for u

by addyc, Aug 16, 2024, 7:56 PM

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addy would u ship me a temu bf while ur at it

by madeleinelee, Aug 16, 2024, 8:17 PM

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yeah thx addy

by ericwzzhang, Aug 16, 2024, 8:28 PM

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