i went to the mall w mi madre today and everything was fine up until we went to the food court for dinner. so we were at tsaocaa (very good boba place) and then she started taking pics of me and sh!t which i was fine w, so i started taking pics too. i got like this really goofy one of her and she asked me to delete it multiple times but she kept laughing while she asked so i didnt take her seriously bcuz i didnt think it was that big of a deal. so she asked me a few more times and i kept saying no bcuz again, i thought she found it funny since she was laughing abt it and sh!t. but thennn she started getting really mad at me and took my phone and like threw it on the ground so i lowkey got kinda scared and then we left the mall and she started screaming at me outside and then on the way home she called mi padre and told him to take away my ipad and computer, and when we got home she took my phone and ipad and like banned me from her room and sh!t. so then i locked myself in my room and started like bawling and then this mf fvcking left to lifetime to go fvcking workout like tf. so i was in my room crying for like 2 hrs straight. and during these 2 hrs literally no one checked on me, not my dad or my brother which didnt help. and after like an hr my dad js told my brother to go to sleep and literally didnt even acknowledge my existence so i started crying more cuz no one cares abt me and then after my brother showered he like tried to open my door twice but i was leaning against it so he couldnt open it and then he js left. and then later my dad told my brother to get ready for bed and stuff so he did, but after he finished my mom got home and stayed in the car for like 5 mins. and during that time period my brother slipped me a blank piece of paper under my door so i slipped it back and then he wrote r u ok? on it <33 and gave it to me, and i started sobbing even more bcuz very touching, but i js slipped it back bcuz i didnt wanna stand up to go get a pencil. and he wrote i'm sorry ill leave u alone. and i started crying more and i slipped it back and put my hand under the door to try to get him to realize i wanted a pencil but he didnt but he js held my fingers <33 and then after a few mins he let go and then i wrote pencil on the floor w my finger and he got me a pencil and he gave me the paper and i wrote i love you bcuz i really needed to say it and he wrote i love u too and then he wrote good night and then held my fingers for another few seconds and i swear im literally going to give him the biggest hug tmr bcuz i really appreciated that and it made me feelt a lot better. but anyways after he went to bed my mom came in the house and went upstairs to her room and i cried a bit more and like 10 mins later my dad like came to my room (finally) but all he said was for me to fvcking go to sleep which doesnt fvcking help so i cried a bit more. and then after that i decided to go to my mom to beg for forgiveness and sh!t and she told me to go shower like what. so i went to the bathroom and im telling u rn i literally didnt recognize myself in the fvcking mirror bcuz istg my eyes are so fvcking swollen and puffy like u literally dont understand. but anyways i showered and then i came out of the bathroom but then my mom started yelling at me again bcuz its apparently illegal to take a pic of ur mom and not delete it if they tell u to, and then she kicked me out of her room bcuz she didnt wanna talk to me or wtv. anyways thats it.
thanks for reading my essay <33