my whole vibe is changing its kinda scary tbh
okay so for context for the past like 2-ish years ive considered myself a pretty masculine kid
like you wouldnt catch me dead in a dress or any girlish clothing or anything like that
except for the 8th grade dance i havent worn a single dress in over 4 years
my hair used to always be up and i didnt care at all abt my appearance and completely rejected all forms of jewelry
but then over the summer mainly in taiwan im turning into like
more girly somehow???
its really confusing cuz like
even though i would never wear a dress on my own like i dont feel like i "fit" in suits anymore even though i used to love them
suits have randomly just become way too masculine for me
now i still wont wear girly stuff id like rather wear fancy jumpsuits for events if that makes sense idk
and my hair is almost always down now and it makes me look way girlier
and ive been wearing a necklace and ring and bracelet like daily now
idk its so so so disorienting sometimes because i could just be bored and randomly realize like
"wait hold on why do i fully look like a girl now"
if you look at the most recent photos of me like you couldnt even tell that i used to be so masculine its crazy
anyways none of this makes sense this is just a 3 am rant
dang it now i cant fight the "it was just a phase" thing

adios