seriously like
this is my last yr of middle school
and high school is when like
stuff starts to matter right
but the problem is
that I'm equally good and bad at everything
and I'm equally interested and uninterested in subjects
the only thing I'm pretty good at is viola
but I don't wanna make a career out of it
like okay I'm decent at math but I'm not interested in it
I just suck at english in general so that's out of the question
I love social studies but there aren't any jobs related to it that I want
and science is awesome but it's so boring like idk
I'm really not sure what I need to do
my friend like
a lot of them have their whole life planned out too
like they know exactly what job they want and their college and stuff
but I'm just sitting here having no idea what to do
also like my dad said I should start a sport
because he said it looks good on college apps and stuff
but now idk what sport I wanna do
like uniforms are a big issue for me
this is so weird
I'm usually the kid who has everything planned out
but when it comes down to my ACTUAL life
that's where I start to struggle

adios