was finally proud of me today
like i walked in and she told me to play the first movement of eccles sonata
and she was like
"huh very nice"
and then she was like "ok now sightread half of the 2nd movement"
and i did it pretty well ig and then she was like
"oh not bad actually"
(i think she was expecting me to fail miserably or smth :sob:)
this is the first time in like 3 months shes complimented my playing
ig the 2 hours of practicing per day actually payed off this time
but i kinda screwed myself over
cuz now that she thinks im good she told me to learn the rest of the sonata by myself in the next week
idk if ill be able to do that but ill try my best ig
hopefully i dont lost motivation again :sob:

adios