my motivation in life
by pupitrethebean, Nov 27, 2023, 7:29 AM
wow 2 am thoughts + deep life stuff i guess
i realized that my motivation in life is like
death itself
like no matter what i do in my life death is inevitable
one day its just gonna be
either lights out and darkness forever
or its gonna be life somewhere else
either way im never gonna be back here
so like i kinda live every day like its my last
i fear death a lot its kinda weird tbh
i used to be all like "oh i dont fear death pfft who caresss"
but the more i think about it the more i realize that its like a real thing
and it happens to everyone
what terrifies me is that you dont know when death comes to you
im also motivated by the fact that if i die ill be leaving a lot of people behind
and theyd be really sad if i left the world (i mean at least i hope theyd be :sob:)
also the subject of dying the 2nd time
i dont wanna be forgotten : (
but yeah this was a really random rant
reminds me of the last time i did something similar lol heres the LINK
adios
i realized that my motivation in life is like
death itself
like no matter what i do in my life death is inevitable
one day its just gonna be
either lights out and darkness forever
or its gonna be life somewhere else
either way im never gonna be back here
so like i kinda live every day like its my last
i fear death a lot its kinda weird tbh
i used to be all like "oh i dont fear death pfft who caresss"
but the more i think about it the more i realize that its like a real thing
and it happens to everyone
what terrifies me is that you dont know when death comes to you
im also motivated by the fact that if i die ill be leaving a lot of people behind
and theyd be really sad if i left the world (i mean at least i hope theyd be :sob:)
also the subject of dying the 2nd time
i believe that everyone dies twice
the first time being when you physically die
and the second time being when ur name is said for the last time or when someone thinks about you for the last time
scares me a lot toothe first time being when you physically die
and the second time being when ur name is said for the last time or when someone thinks about you for the last time
i dont wanna be forgotten : (
but yeah this was a really random rant
reminds me of the last time i did something similar lol heres the LINK
adios
This post has been edited 3 times. Last edited by pupitrethebean, Nov 29, 2023, 9:32 PM
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