for literally no reason
like in the past month my tics have been exploding
their frequency has been shooting up faster than inflation
usually music helps but ive been listening to music like every second of the day and they wont stop
like bro gimme a break
ik u think ur cool and all being erratic and stuff but like
take a chill pill yk
ive been nice to u and im not taking meds to control u
so plsssss be nice to me
lol that just reminded me of
"pls be patient with me and i promise ill try and be brave for us"
so sweet
anyways
yea my tics are making me not be able to go to sleep even if i wanted to
which is why im posting this mini rant past midnight
its ok tho
oh no i have kendo tmr im gonna be so tired
wtv its fine right ill be okay
oh yeah in kendo too normally im too focused to have tics but on thursday during kendo my tics were like "haha nope we aint givin up this timeeeee we gonna make ur head jolt so many times that ur helmet falls off"
and then in my brain i go
"CURSE U TICSSSSSSSSSSSSS"

adios