woah its 12:34 am while im typing this
so i kinda forgot to post today but thats fineee
ive been talking to my friends for the whole night so i kinda forgot
oopsie
oh yea today my mom took me *shopping* for clothes for my recital next sunday and all i wanted to wear was a tux/suit but my moms like "nooo u need to wear smth elseee" and im like bruh no
but then i got boba and i was happy again

on another note ive been feeling really emotionally drained recently
like a lot of stuff has been happening recently and ive started to not wanna go to school
like normally i dont LOVE school but its been something ive looked forward to and i felt like safe there cuz of my 8th grader friends and stuff
but recently i just dont wanna go anymore its kinda weird
i think ive just been having a lot of deeper convos with my 8th grade friends and theyve helped me realize a lot of stuff using their *wisdom* lol
idk life stuff is confusing
one of my friends just dropped some pretty heavy info on me so i need time to processssss!
its fine tho
i should go to sleep theres literally school tmr
bruh its basically the last week of school and i have 2 presentations on wednesday
if theres a reading for english due tmr im screwed lol

adios