A mathematician's sorrow

by shiningsunnyday, Oct 13, 2016, 10:37 AM

I stood, legs trembling, outside the school principal's office, inside which the principal was brainwashing a docile counselor. The counselor, despite having garnered a respected reputation of his own, listened obediently. His hand gestures were perfectly in sync to the movement of his mouth. His words, just like his near-7-ft-tall figure, were imposing enough to singlehandedly mute an entire school during assemblies (about 700 people) for as long a duration as he wishes.

So how did a 16-year-old, who goes by the name of shiningsunnyday on AoPS, who half of the time stutters uncontrollably, often gets interrupted by others his age before delivering even one full sentence, dig out the guts to even attempt such a thing?

To put it simply, he was fighting for his life. Just 10 mins ago, he was standing in the hall, the rage in his eyes multiplying every second as his eyes fixated on the image below.

This is my dream. This is my life. This is the purpose why I stay up to 3 AM / 4 AM every morning, solving problem after problem. There is no way on earth I will allow my dream be destroyed by three lines.

When my rage reached the boiling point, I headed for the principal's office. My sensations became numb, apart from myself repeatedly rehearsing my opening, middle, and concluding statements that I had prepared for so long. My attention was entirely fixated on that door, the door inside which I will have to fight my battle. On the way there, I ignored my crush (stupid girls) and an acquaintance who said hi.

I had checked his office four times earlier in the day - the first two of which he was absent, the third of which he was seen forcibly lecturing a few parents, and the fourth of which he was seen lecturing a counselor. This was the fifth time. He was absent again.

I sat my butt down on the couch near his door. Soon enough, I heard his voice boom down the halls as he approached, stopping to have a conversation with another counselor. The more he talked, the more I felt my odds of winning the argument diminished. He beat me in every way possible. Ethos wise, he was the head of administration, and I was nothing but a nerd always seen surfing AoPS in the corner of a library. Figure wise, his body mass nearly doubled mine - but every ounce of it being weighted with authority. Vocal wise, his projection was many multiples louder than mine, his sound many multiples more resonant than mine. Just like everyone else in the school, I was struck with awe.

...and I'm here to persuade him to do something that I doubt will crack his top-100 priority list.

As he wrapped up his conversation down the hall with the awe-struck counselor, the distance between us closed.

"Hey Mary, how's your yoga training going?"

"It's going great, Dr. H! (the principal)"

"Great to hear! Oh hey, Marc, remember you still owe me a trip to that curry shop down the street."

"Gotcha sir!"

He owned every cubic centimeter of air in the office.

Then his eyes met me, gave me a quick scan, before turning into his office to get his bag and close the lights. He was going home.

I knew it was now or never - this was my one and only opportunity. The window of opportunity for the mamba to strike has come, and it's not clear when there will be another.

"Doc-oc..." I began mumbling. The sound was quickly overwhelmed by the closing of his door as he began heading for the exit.

5... 4... 3... 2... 1...

And just like I did in front of my ex during my last chance of reconciliation before 8th grade prom, I fled.
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No!!! You can do it!!! Fight for your dream!

Oh
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by JunaBug13, Oct 13, 2016, 2:15 PM

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Wow that is harsh

However if you need the courage to ask, just realize that the worst thing that could happen is that he says no, so nor harm really done.

>.< >.< :S :S
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by Mudkipswims42, Oct 13, 2016, 2:42 PM

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Ouch. I think you should keep trying, but it seems that it's at the point where it's a waste of your time now or something. Oh wait it always was :/

by Flash12, Oct 13, 2016, 2:57 PM

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Wait what...is our school seriously only doing Canadian contests now?
Is that it???

Yes.
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by whiteawesomesun, Oct 13, 2016, 3:50 PM

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"Lose Yourself" by Eminem should be helpful for these types of situations :)

Ive listened to it too much that now it has outlived its usage.
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by PiDude314, Oct 13, 2016, 7:37 PM

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Fighting tooth and nail to accomplish your dreams is not a waste of time. Great people didn't become great by giving up on their aspirations. Even if they didn't succeed, it's the journey that got them there.

OK
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by JunaBug13, Oct 13, 2016, 8:06 PM

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Next time, you should make sure to confront him even if he is leaving. You can't let all your hard work go to waste by being afraid to talk to the principal for 5 minutes. (I'm not trying to be harsh, just saying it as it is)

The key is to show him you are desperate to sign up for the AMC. In fact, if it gets really desperate, you should annoy him like crazy to show how passionate you are about it. I don't think any principal (well, most principals) will deny students who display passion.

Yea I had planned to sleep next to his office if he refuses but chickened out mainly cause there were many other people (all at least double my age) nearby.
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by Mathaddict11, Oct 13, 2016, 10:43 PM

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To be honest, it would have been in your best interest to speak up and ask for his attention... but then again, hindsight is 20/20. I would suggest you write an e-mail asking to meet with the principal if possible, but I'm not sure how much that will help, since I'm not the one in your current situation.

Er dk
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by zephyrcrush78, Oct 14, 2016, 1:04 AM

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Maybe next time, if you find a petition online of people trying to get AMC unbanned in China, you could print it out as a support from AoPS

They're not banned in China - local schools offer them.
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by agbdmrbirdyface, Oct 14, 2016, 3:58 PM

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