Who should I go to Prom with? + Recent Slump in Math + Rant
by shiningsunnyday, May 17, 2016, 3:11 AM
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Who should I go to Prom with? I'll post pictures and a narration afterwards! :D
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Prom
First, on a lighthearted tone, this Friday is "PROM NIGHT, and ticket sales have been going crazy!
Please vote on the poll!
EDIT: I'm combining 102 and Interm CP. If you guys want me to go to prom with combo just vote for either one and I'll take their sum.
Math Slump
*Last night*
I slammed my fist on my mahogany desk in frustration, my pen having been clicked in and out for hours without ever touching the paper, my previous failed approaches intact after hours of beckoning. It's an esoteric kind of frustration, not the kind a typical teenager experiences (break ups, bad grades, etc.). No no. It was the frustration of a mathematician, the kind where the only consolation you get is from yourself. The agony of writhing in pain after having made no progress. The self-doubt. His hunger to solve a seemingly easy problem ignored. I'm sure you AoPSers know what I'm talking about.
What was the root of my slump lately? I wandered around inside my mind, trampling, writhing, seeking for enlightenment. Then I met eyes with my APUSH book.
APUSH book: *forces a shy smile*
Needless to say, it was immediately torn apart and sent to the bottom of my rubbish bin.
My math books watched me, frozen in terror, like they were concubines who watched in vain as their emperor raged in fury. The more I fuss over my math problems, the more obsessed I get, an addiction, albeit a beautiful one. I feel like I'm being whipped by the queen of the sciences everyday, and yet I enjoy it. I really ought to have some sense of decency, esp. with only 2 weeks to salvage my GPA.
That's that. Any advice for getting over slumps? Also put some sense in me, please, cause this addiction issue is getting serious...
Rant on life
Feel free to read it, you don't have to since its going to be a bombardment of emotions. Feel free to sympathize, comment, etc.
Rant
EDIT: Disclaimer: The rant contains some vulgar language in the form of asterisks. Feel free to skip it if you feel offended by such language.
First, on a lighthearted tone, this Friday is "PROM NIGHT, and ticket sales have been going crazy!
So I was sitting in the library, sitting alone to the side as others were chatting loudly besides me, when a ticket seller, a student, came around asking us to buy tickets.
Ticket-seller: Hey! Want to buy a ticket to prom this Friday?
Person 1: Sure!
Person 2: Count me in!
Person 3: Oooh [person 4] is gonna ask [person 8] out!
Person 4: Hey that's not true! By the way you guys know that [person 50] is asking [person 9999999] out?
Person 5: So excited right! It's gonna be the best thing ever!
*Ticket seller sells them tickets*
*Meets eye contact with me, and I was being fat and looking antisocial and awkward as always*
*Sells this other kid who was sitting right besides me a ticket*
*Ignores me like I'm air*
As all of you know, I'm a highly popular ladies-man and as always, there's been a flood of candidates who have been breathing down my neck daily in hopes of securing themselves a tiny piece of my consideration for a prom mate. After carefully evaluating them through an agonizing process of narrowing the candidates down, I've finally come up with 5 candidates. And you guys get to pick for me!Ticket-seller: Hey! Want to buy a ticket to prom this Friday?
Person 1: Sure!
Person 2: Count me in!
Person 3: Oooh [person 4] is gonna ask [person 8] out!
Person 4: Hey that's not true! By the way you guys know that [person 50] is asking [person 9999999] out?
Person 5: So excited right! It's gonna be the best thing ever!
*Ticket seller sells them tickets*
*Meets eye contact with me, and I was being fat and looking antisocial and awkward as always*
*Sells this other kid who was sitting right besides me a ticket*
*Ignores me like I'm air*
Please vote on the poll!

EDIT: I'm combining 102 and Interm CP. If you guys want me to go to prom with combo just vote for either one and I'll take their sum.
Math Slump
*Last night*
I slammed my fist on my mahogany desk in frustration, my pen having been clicked in and out for hours without ever touching the paper, my previous failed approaches intact after hours of beckoning. It's an esoteric kind of frustration, not the kind a typical teenager experiences (break ups, bad grades, etc.). No no. It was the frustration of a mathematician, the kind where the only consolation you get is from yourself. The agony of writhing in pain after having made no progress. The self-doubt. His hunger to solve a seemingly easy problem ignored. I'm sure you AoPSers know what I'm talking about.
What was the root of my slump lately? I wandered around inside my mind, trampling, writhing, seeking for enlightenment. Then I met eyes with my APUSH book.
APUSH book: *forces a shy smile*
Needless to say, it was immediately torn apart and sent to the bottom of my rubbish bin.
My math books watched me, frozen in terror, like they were concubines who watched in vain as their emperor raged in fury. The more I fuss over my math problems, the more obsessed I get, an addiction, albeit a beautiful one. I feel like I'm being whipped by the queen of the sciences everyday, and yet I enjoy it. I really ought to have some sense of decency, esp. with only 2 weeks to salvage my GPA.
That's that. Any advice for getting over slumps? Also put some sense in me, please, cause this addiction issue is getting serious...

Rant on life
Feel free to read it, you don't have to since its going to be a bombardment of emotions. Feel free to sympathize, comment, etc.
Rant
Life is f***ed up right now. Everything's going wrong. So next class in English I have 2 f'ing English projects due, both of which are 2-3 pages long essays on this book which is so insanely long I refused to read. So I watched the movie version instead and it doesn't make f***ing sense. And all I have is a page of nonsense and s**t. And also there's like this bibliography assignment that I've been redoing for the tenth time (literally) and which I still haven't turned it in. It's so f***ing stupid. You get 25% off for a misplaced comma, a forgotten punctuation or capitalizing letters in your title that you shouldn't. And I do it so well each time but she still somehow finds a billion mistakes, and every time she makes it sound like I didn't try at all and I'm not paying any attention. What the ****. Class after next we have unit test, which is once again crucial in determining my English grade, and we have to read like 100 pages of modernism short stories. And I've read a glorious amount of 0 pages. It's so f***ing boring, it's like super obscure stories about random sh*t that will be forgotten right after the unit test, and we have to memorize everything. And the class after that is a full-blown in-class essay. Are you f***ing kidding me. I understand women (or in the case of my English teacher, should I say grandma) go through their thing each month, but she f***ing goes through it 24/7. Also all of this is super subjective and she really hates me after having slacked off earlier this semester during AMC season and she thinks of me as that typical kid who doesn't try, when in reality, I work my f***ing butt off for her. She practically has a curriculum of her own compared to other English teachers in the grade. On the other hand my bio teacher doesn't even f***ing teach. She gives us random worksheets and expect us to understand everything. Pedigrees, punnet squares, transcription, like what the ****. And we have a test on it next class and because I missed the last 2 bio classes for, oh surprise, APUSH, I have to retake 2 SUMMATIVE ASSESSMENTS on Thurs outside of class time, in addition to the in-class test. And each bio class essentially consists of her leaving us to somehow independently study the content while she herself flirts with the hottest jock in the class. Remember I also have English on Thurs. And she leaves school right after it ends like everyday since she's like 20 years old and is in the dating phase of her life so I can never find time to get help from her in her classroom. Life is just so f***ed up. I mean I just want to do math why do I have to do all this. Every second of schoolwork is so agonizing and stuff. And I have Chinese poster due next class and Chinese oral test class after that, followed by finals. Everyone else is yolo'ing after APs but why do I have to get the hardest English and Bio teacher in the grade. Life is so f***ing unfair and I just want to run away to somewhere in US and get myself a boba wife and ball everyday and have fun and not treat every minute of my life like I'm in a concentration camp and not feel pressured that every second I spend not being productive is a second wasted. And I just want to cry with someone but I have no friends at school and I'm that fat nerd who no one understands and everything just sucks. I'm so jealous of people who're having fun at ARML practices and stuff and everything's so good when you spend time with other AoPSers and stuff but I'm isolated all by myself in this concentration camp and nothing makes sense and if it's not for AoPS I would have no reason to live and even my dad hollers at me everyday since he checks my grade books like 24/7 and like what's the point of living and everything is so terrible I just want to [insert euphemism for 'commit suicide
'No guys I'm not going to commit suicide you guys believe in your health teachers way too much who exaggerate everything for no reason but I'm saying my miserable life is as good as it gets when it comes to justifying suicide.
]EDIT: Disclaimer: The rant contains some vulgar language in the form of asterisks. Feel free to skip it if you feel offended by such language.
This post has been edited 5 times. Last edited by shiningsunnyday, May 18, 2016, 3:31 PM