ok flec has messed up big time

so, i was voted by my classmates to be the class representative and to attend monthly meetings to decide important things.
i was really happy that my teacher and classmates trusted me and liked me enough to select me for this. . . .

and then. . .

i missed the first meeting.

the teacher had sent emails to the chosen students saying to "get ideas from your classmates for spirit week" and "present what would happen and what was going on."

well, guess what, I forgot to check my email. I didn't do ANY of it. i had no idea that the meeting was going on and promptly went home and ate ice cream. i am sUcH a rElIaBlE president!

i bet my teacher secretly hates me and I'm paranoid that he's going to fire me or something. and I bet my classmates are secretly pissed at me that they didn't get to have a voice in this vote. and I bet that the teachers leading this event are angry at me and think I'm unreliable. sksksksk I'm the best representative ever, and it's TOTALLY not my fault that we have lame prizes for our fundraiser!

and now I have anxiety