bio test drama, things i'm thinking abt, relationships

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relationships!
yesterday my parents were fighting really loudly in the middle of the night for hours, and my boyfriend stayed with me the whole time (like literally until almost 2 am) giving me his favorite song recommendations to listen to drown them out and chatting w me to keep me company

one of the sweetest things hes done for me, esp on a school night and when he was tired. its been awhile since i like actually talked about our relationship cuz i'm kinda like, what stays between us stays between us, even to my closest friends

i will say that our first lil date was like one of the turning points where we got so much more comfortable w each other and we went to the gym once after that. for anyone interested, i can bench like three reps of 75 lol. its not that good but its like 70% of my body weight which is not bad if you ask me, though my bf would disagree lol

we're hopefully gon hg this weekend

honestly my ideal hg night’s either video games or sitting through the night together with each others company you know

anyways i learned that some of kanye's songs are pretty fire

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friends!
we had some mini arguments here and there about like snitching on siblings, religion, some other things, but we're basically like family now lol

even if i learn something red flaggy about them, they're like family now! can't ever get rid of em

we were literally talking about this the other day and we were all like, "yeah, i'm pissed, youre like an annoying sis i can't drop cuz you're more family than friend, wanna sleep over this weekend?"

so yeah i have a sleepover this weekend now

mad cancels out mad guys

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bio cheating
i'm actually really pissed off about this because while everyone slacked off because of the ap test being over, i studied really hard (not rly just got lucky) and got a 92! it was by far one of the best scores out of all of the classes and i was super proud of myself because my grade on the test guaranteed a 4.0 gpa for me lol

then it turns out that the test was invalid and we'll have to retake it tomorrow because people had cheated.

the teachers had made the rookie mistake of telling us they were reusing last year's test, so some people got a hold of last year's file

dumb idea. however, what doubled my pissed-off-ness was that this one goody-two-shoes rule sticker guy and a really petty girl who talks crap about everyone in existence had snitched because some guy had beat the girl on the test

sure, cheating isn't cool and all, but seriously?

let the <5 people cheating slide, bruh, its the end of the year and this test doesn't even count much because if you get a 4 or 5 on the ap exam the teachers will change your grade to an a anyways

it didn't help that the girl and the guy have one of the worst reputations in the entire school, so everyone was hoping they'd get jumped and would have to bite the curb lol which is pretty extreme but yeah we're pissed off

personally i felt the anger rise inside me after one girl who had left sobbing her eyes out after the test was gloating that she got another week. and everyone i had beat by studying hard now got extra time and my scores wouldn't stand out as much cuz of the curves smh

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schools over for a lot of people, not for me yet, but almost. it was the senior's last days of school, and i made some senior friends.

i'm gon miss them

i accidentally forgot to get one of their signatures and i'm gon regret that forever bruh

i'm a lil upset at myself for that but i hope he does well wherever

i feel like being a senior or junior's going to be so sad. junior because i have a lot of upperclassmen friends i'll have to say goodbye to, and senior year because, obviously.

i was the person smiling through the whole 8th grade grad while others cried, but honestly now i kinda think i might be one of the ones holding back tears at grad for the class of '26 and '27

lifes changing, i guess

6/11/2024