i’m lowkey really hurt and frustrated
i suppose it’s not really “fired” since it wasn’t a job but basically i volunteer at a farm and i work a lot with the dogs
but suddenly i got an email saying that they wanted me to do different activities like working with cows or something because they felt like i didn’t have enough safety training and didn’t follow safety procedures to work with the dogs anymore. they told me after i got more “extensive safety training”.

my mom obviously was really confused because i’m a pretty cautious person, especially with dogs since i care about them a lot. so she sent them a reply asking what things i did that they felt like was wrongdoing.
she informed me they replied to her saying i had a problem with shutting one door before another instead of opening the other and then shutting it, i don’t even remember the details i just know that it was regarding the order of which i opened which door.
which i would’ve fixed if they had told me the order they wanted me to shut the door at…

but they never even told me they had a problem with it ever and then out of the blue they were talking about me behind my back and chose to kick me out ;-;

i get that the order of doors matter sometimes but it’s so easily fixable… if they told me to do it in the order that was safest or do something or whatever they wanted me to do, i would have done it that way.

it’s not even an unfixable problem like the dogs hate me to a point where the relationship is unrepairable, i took the doggo skydiving without the people knowing, or i like hurt the dog or something… it just feels kind of bitter because i love those dogs to pieces and built such a great relationship with some of them and now i can’t even see them anymore because of “safety issue.”

a safety issue that is so fixable…

i’ve always known they’re very strict but they were always so sweet to me and i never knew or even expected that they were talking about cutting me because of this, and none of them ever thought to tell me seriously that this was an important habit i should fix.

yeah.

i feel… quite betrayed like in amongus where u get kicked out of the space shuttle and ur not the impostor…