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some vball:
tryouts are next week for me and i’m kinda nervous but excited at the same to me cuz i have a little confidence i guess
it’s hard to predict though because tryout anxiety is real, and it’s hard to know how i’ll perform
one thing that kinda sucks, because i can work super hard the whole yr just to have that wasted because i can’t lock in at tryouts

some national coach cameup to me the other day at an open gym and asked me if i was going to try out for her team, and i was really excited because she was a really good and well-known coach.
turned out she’s coaching a younger age group..
after that i was just salty every time i heard her ask someone else and they replied yes

my school tryouts are next month and i’m a little nervous for that, because tryouts are 3 days after my trip back from korea and ill be really jetlagged and exhausted
i remember last year i was so exhausted i almost tied in running with some girl with a sprained ankle. that was humiliating
wish me luck i guess i’ll probably need it
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went to the zoo yesterday and took some great pictures!
i posted them on my spam instagram (:
i also took such a romantic picture of two penguins and one penguin had its wing around the other ahh
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some stuff i guess!
i don’t really post my relationship on my social media, lol. it’s kind of a mutual feeling because we like the secrecy and privacy. it was kind of funny though because the other day i was casually talking about him and someone from my school who i haven’t talked to much since school ended was like “you’re still tg?”

i go to korea next week! i’m super excited to buy some new makeup, call my friends and show them around, all that
at the same time though i have like no friends there and i have to take a physics camp agh

summer productivity is still not cooking