hi, most of you know about my new hamster, risu
and most of you may be wondering why i haven't been sharing a lot about her as i did with noozie (aka posting 50 entries per minute about her doing this and that)
i have a reason for doing this, but a lot of you do love hamster but don't get a chance to interact with them. so, i want to give you guys a choice: do you want me to share a lot about risu like i did with noozie? or keep it the way it is?

the reason for me not sharing much about risu is, of course, grief. if i share a lot about risu, chances are, you'll get attached to her (risus just too cute).
being attached is great. but what's not great is that hamsters do not live that long.
so chances are, if risu ends up dying, you'll feel a lot of grief and sadness.
this is why i have not shared much about risu. i want to keep my grief to myself when something happens to risu; i don't want others feeling the same thing as i did and i will. it was very painful and it hurt to see how many people loved and missed noozie; somedays i even wished that i could've prevented this from happening.
just wanted to clarify this since people have been asking for risu entries. i'm not doing it because i'm confidential or lazy.

but i want give you guys a choice! it's up to you whether you want to see risu (and potentially risk sadness) or not see risu.
it's not fair for me to make the decision for you.

so yeah, here's a poll. if over 70 percent of you vote for one choice, then that will be the winner.
please vote honestly. integrity is important, especially for something like this.